journal #2

can't hold myself within myself
my sense of being transcends my body
and if i can't touch without it
i would rather not feel your touch

my skin is breathing thin
for the air around me is thick
and it spins surrounding me
it keeps me safe but keeps you far

i'm a creature of desire
held back by my demise
and framed in front of both my eyes
you're a creature of disguise

a projection
call me a sicko
but to me you're love
because for me
to love
means to hide

journal #1

Some small things, they bother me a lot
They're quite big where they stand when I can't figure them out

Most days it's all the same but somedays i'm insane
It's hard to tell things apart
And then I'm driven to such an awful state
I quickly start losing my mind

Losing myself

cheap, emotional

still
standing
across the dark
inside the river
blind fish feed me an ocean
and I digest them breadcrumbs

wormholes
in outerspace
bending time
hiding thoughts
through paradox
and building blocks of matter

certainly ugly
surely motionless
I was a safe bet
for digress
but then I was locked in fear

cheap
emotional
the kind to have no mercy
for a deaf heart
or a deep reason

fix me
a s a p
fix me
a s a p

you only live twice
in a heart
in my ear
for a year

fix me
bargain
find me
again

fix me
a s a p
cheap
in motion

RGB

O mundo se enxerga em um espectro de cores
O mundo se pinta em tinta pra aquarela
O mundo se anota em hexadecimal
O mundo é olho, papel, digital

Em tons pastéis se veste a vida
Em preto e branco, se imprime a morte
Em modo rascunho se exprime sentimentos
O mundo é início, fim e meio

Tudo se espreme, tudo é zip, tudo é rar
Tudo compactado, portátil, embarcado
Esse navio nos leva a onde, senhor capitão?
Esse navio nos leva a nós ou leva à solidão?

Eu não sei de ti
Mas de mim eu já tô farto
Sou seis zeros à esquerda
Seis F à direita
Eu posso ser o que eu quiser
Eu sou camaleão

Eu não nasci pra me ser
Eu não vivo pra me descobrir
Sou o que estou, sou o que fazem
Sou o que dizem, o que amarram, o que me pregam

Eu sou manequim, me decore
Em tons pastéis, em preto e branco
Mas não deixa a sépia tomar conta
Pode ser que a vida estrague e vire Instagram

Não me comprime, não me reprime
Adicione seus arquivos ao meu diretório
Eu sou a lixeira, mas não restauro
Eu reciclo, eu separo, eu sou seco - de plástico

Quem me dera permissão de executável
Quem me dera acesso não-negado
Eu quero a senha, eu quero o PIN
Que me abra à vontade e a exerça

Que me torne
Mais humano, menos
Pixel

Deadly Mate

What's in your body
That's more than a scar?
What's in your battles
That's more than self-deprecation?
What's in your tears
More then a liquid?
Is it shame, regret, depression?

I used to feed suicidal tendencies
To the point they got fat and rejected
It used to trouble me a lot
Then it started troubling me a lot more

But how could I ever be
If not being me
How could I ever roll
'Til the haters got out of control
How could I ever learn myself
If not by living it?
Should I be me
Or another one's perspective?

I felt sad for what they were
But even more for what they felt
I felt sympathy, we built empathy
We grew understanding out of lack of hope

My deadly mate
My innocent friend
I owe you this song
And a whole another one

And I say thanks
For not being intrusive
And not getting on my way
While I'm getting inclusive
Or in whatever I am doing
Besides living up to the standards
Then I say thanks
For reminding me they are rubbish

Besides
How could I ever be
If not being me
How could I ever roll
'Til the haters got out of control
How could I ever learn myself
If not by living it?
Should I be me
Or another one's perspective?

I think I shouldn't
I think I'm wrong
I'll drink some water
Hoping you'll slip down my throat

I think I shouldn't
I think I don't
I think I'll die
Of comitting to being pure

I think I shouldn't
Damn, I should run
Until I lose you of my sight
Run, Loser, you run

I think I shouldn't
I think it's done
I think I failed
I think I'm gone

Ampulheta

Se o meu relógio falasse
Ele teria perdido a sua voz
Talvez o mundo parasse
De girar
Por um segundo qualquer
Então diria que o tempo importa
Tanto quanto tudo o que se quer
E não se tem, mas se esforça
Meu bem

Cuidado para a chance não cair das tuas mãos
Feito areia fina que escorrega e suja o chão
Da vida

Não deixa cair
A ampulheta
Pois só ela que sabe
O quanto que nos resta à viver
E é ela que carrega
Nossa ânsia
De acordar, lutar, crescer

New Home

I've been searching for new places
Inside my heart it feels like I am really needing graces
That I
Can't get back
Can't get back
Can't get back
No, I
Can't go back
Can't go back
Can't go back
Where I've left them

I need somewhere where I could go
To find a new peace and to set new home
Cause past is a hourglass where all sand is gone
And I need something in that I can rely on
Inside my
Inside my
Inside my
Soul, as I
I miss my
I miss my
I miss my
Home

New home
Old's gone
Fresh start
Reset and rewind
Replace and retry
To release what's inside
But it's no use bringing

New home
Old's now gone
I can't feel it anymore
Than I found once I called it

New home
New home
New home
New home
And I

Feel it back
Feel it back
Push it then you
Pull it then you
Feel it back
Feel it back
Feel it back
Old

Old's gone
New home
New home
New home
New home
New home
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you

I can't feel it like the sand on my feet, call it time, call it desert, both bring misery and history together
And despite the weather it rains my heart to know that we just can't go back home

Now on Sale Tale

I'm an action figure
That didn't figure out
Where is the action
And what's the purpose of it

Distract yourself
Put me on a shelf
Move my feelings around
Destruct me and glue it now

Figure out a position
Then take me a picture
Do I look beautiful
Still and smiling?

'Cause that's what I am
Your source of relief
You know that you need me
And that I'll always be here

I beg

Assemble me a heart
So you know that I live
But is that your intention?
I suppose it isn't, no

Maybe we could be friends
And reciprocate feelings
Or maybe I'll just run away
From my newly earned fear

My wish
Says set me free
And give me a body
A physical form entity

Let me call hope
By the name of love
Let me translate intentions
Let me touch and be touched back

I beg
Assemble me a lung
So you know that I breath
That I speak, that I sing,
That I'm here with your closed eyes

I'm here with your closed eyes
I was here with your closed eyes
Once I was there with those closed eyes
But I ran away from my fears
Happily ever after

And so we did it

Try not to blink
Or so you'll miss it
And you wouldn't want to
No, you wouldn't want to

Please, close your eyes
Try not to blink
You wouldn't want to open them up

You wouldn't want to

And so we went, just on our own
To the meaningless trait of us all
From dust to love, from love to dust, we promissed
It will be forever
Yes, it will be forever
And so we kissed

Goodbye
We kissed
Goodbye

Do you remember the last time?
The last deep breath, the last brief beat?
I guess you heard it
I guess it's time
You would have known it
Where are you, though?

And so we did it

And so we're done

My freaking live life show

I
Am all fucked up
But no one takes notice
Or know what to do

Maybe
I should be more obvious
I should be more plain
I should paint me blue

But I'm all rainbow outside
And dark matter otherwise
How hard can it be
To reach the pot of gold?
Or maybe a dark hole?

Should I be rain?
Could you be the sun ray?
Could you make me all colors
All over my blue?

Cause as a sad song gets its listeners
I should get other tones to my tunes
Could I be the audience
Of my fucking live life show?
My fucking live life show!
A show of my own!
My freaking own show!

I'm all rainbow outside
And dark matter otherwise

How hard can it be
To reach for the moon
To jump in a spoon
And fall for the happy cereal?

Maybe it ain't gold
But at least it's silver
A second place's enough
Coming from the last one
In the crowd
For my
Freaking own live life show!

My freaking live life show!

Três

Três propostas pro seu amor
Três apostas e um corredor
A morte vem, a morte certa
Mente e engana o sofredor
Com eufemismos e complacência
Esconde a dor atrás das cortinas
E o que sobra de nós dois se não
Três tragédias no palco
Três romances pra revisão
Três pedaços de um coração
Dividido em três
Um eu, um tu, um nós
Dividido em três
Um pai, um filho e um santo
Um vós pra nós
Ser eu e tu
Três

Taking chances

I'm an unleashed potential
Unlucky and unhappy
Bad words in a thesaurus
Sad tunes in my chest

I'm an unleashed potential
Would you bet on it?
I'm an unborn vision

Would you build on it?

Would you give me hope?
Would give me a chance
I'm stuck in my luck
Or so it seems in my brains perspective

Would you bet on it?
Would you bet on it?
Would you bet on me?
Would you bet on me?

Would you shake your hips
And dance to the beat?
That would mean a lot,
At least for me
From an odd perspective
Where the things are meaningful
Even without meaning

Take your bet
Take your chance
Make it happen
Set it free

Bet on it

jardim de infância

eu precisava de uma banda
dar uma banda
passear
caminhar
escutar

escuta
ouça bem
o que digo
o que suponho

não deduz
não entenda
não te tormenta
não me alimenta

não seduz
não, nem tenta
até parece que vou eu
ser quem te escuta
ouça bem

as árvores também sabem dançar
veja o vento, veja o bê-a-bá do
pra lá, pra cá, não se vai de avião
se arrasta o pé, se joga, pula, gira
peripécias, piruetas e quadrilhas

as águas também sabem dançar
veja a onda, veja o passo-a-passo do
pra lá, pra cá, não se viaja de navio
eu não sou rio, eu não sou mar,
eu sou pessoa de naufragar
sou lago preso em mim e meu próprio lugar

peripécias piruetas
e quadrilhas

Bússola

Sonhei em alcançar os céus
Mas as nuvens que migravam pro oeste me disseram:
"Isso é a peste da megalomania"

Dezessete homens remam todo o dia
Segundo sempre aquela mesma estrela guia
De nome ambição
Da constelação
Das inverdades de um final feliz

Mas por um triz eu não escapei

Deixa voar
Mas se lembre, o que se vai não faz questão de voltar
Quando sair
Fecha a porta e não olha pra baixo
Porque quanto mais alto
Maior será a queda

Cadê o meu sentido na rosa dos ventos?
O meu bote escorrega rumo aos céus
Quem disse sim à gravidade, sem direito de indagar

Dezessete lemes dançam todo o dia
Em direção daquela mesma estrela guia
De nome ambição
Da constelação
Das inverdades e verdades de sua vida

E por um triz eu não desisti

Deixa voar
Mas se lembre, o que se vai não faz questão de voltar
Quando sair
Fecha a porta e não olha pra baixo
Porque quanto mais alto
Maior será a queda

Maior será a lição

Não importa

Não importa mais
Não há banco neste avião
Não há vagas nesta nação
Não há amor na relação

Não exporta mais
Não produz, não satisfaz
As demandas de um coração
Saudável com convicção

Se seduz, se deduz
Que é roubada, traficada
Se seduz, se deduz
Que acabou, pôs-se fim, pois assim

Não dá, não dá, não dá
Eu já falei, já pedi pra parar, pois assim
Não dá, não dá, não dá
Já cansei, me esgotei, fadiguei, mais disso
Não dá

Breathe it Deep

Just
Take a moment
To realize
Where you've gone so far

What you've done
How much it takes
To make it right
To get it done

I'll
Just breath it deep
I'll be calm and brave
As the wind

Rewind the tape
Forget the time
Be carefree, have the wisdom
And the peace of mind

Now piece of mine
Oh, don't you want to try
The freedom of a bird
When it touches the sky?

I'll
Just breath it deep
I'll be calm and brave
As the wind

Don't be naive
Don't be shy
Oh, piece of mine
Don't you want to be my whole?

Watch the clouds
For the light
Now, piece of mine
Don't you want to be my whole?

Just for a moment...

Pretender

Does he know what you used to be or what you were even before?
Build the bricks of what we knew as we and lived as love
Past the gates our house feels empty even if there's someone
Waiting by the hall, all those new stories to be told

Pretender

Cast a spell and wish it well as waiting consumes time
And the life of those around that may not last to see you die
May not last to see you cry the guilty of a liar
At the end, it wasn't about being mean, it was desire

Pretender
And owner of my heart
The beats of a tune unheard by the blessed ones

You do know what you used to be, but what are you right now?
And where are you at, what are your plans, how's the day?
I ask not because I care, as I would rather be not there
That moment when you came
And made me listen and gave nothing at all to say

And we may miss the old times
But it's not like we would be teared apart
If it wasn't meant to be
I mean, face the truth and understand
You won't want it again, to be the

Pretender
And owner of my heart
The beats of a tune unheard by the blessed ones

A liar
Without the know-how
To make things quiet when they become loud

My tender

Be Live

Dimm the lights right now
'cause we're sober enough to lie
And hide our faces from each other
Face the other side of the walls
Another night

Count your sheeps to sleep
It's not worthwhile to be awaken
As we are high as fuck
And that bad trip
Won't be over soon

Not soon enough to keep dreaming close enough to real life

Be live
Be streaming real time
We're as dumb as we may try to pretend
We may try to pretend it's not about what we call
A broken-hearted mess,
A chaotic disaster,
Explosion of our lights
We're dimmed tonight to be
Pretenders

Silver Moon Shining Teenager Years

Made deal out of me, I guess it could be taken as done
And it's not like I know what it is supposed to mean, does anyone?
I'm counting sheeps, just not to sleep but to be alive
I need activity, a healthy diet and not some puzzle game

I quite don't like what I am or even what I represent
I just wish I could be me without regrets, a teenage spark, a shining moon
And I'm shining all alone, where's the wolf, lonely howling wolf?
We could be one, we could be me or him, we could be gone

I guess we could does not mean the same as we should
All I know for sure for now is that we won't
Believe, it's not for lack of insistence
It's the lack of possibility
So says the world

I wish I got Tetris back to my calendar, 7 days a week
Per twelve months a year, 24 hours each
But life's just that unfitting piece on queue that you can't hold
It's there and now it's done

Made a fool out of me, I guess it could be taken as done
And it's not like I know what it is supposed to mean, does anyone?
I quite don't like what I am or even what I represent
I just wish I could be me without regrets, a teenage spark, a shining moon

Where's the loner? Where's the wolf?
Awoooooooooooooooo!
Silver moon shining teenager years
Awoooooooooooooooo!

Deviant

The players are up to no good

And I, I don't think I should regret it

But I do and we even did nothing

That's the cause and that's why we are deviant

Crossed the blurred line

Between good faith and devil acts

Gave me the credits, was made innocent

That's the reason and that's why we are deviant

I don't believe in blame, I believe in empathy

I believe we would and could and should agree

I don't believe people care enough, though

In their closed vision range, we are deviant

Let 'em free!

Don't be a guest, be the party!

Don't be a rest, be the coffee!

Be a man, be a woman, be real!

Be uptight, be deviant!

Spinning Dress Forever

Your spinning dress forever

It quite reminds me of

Those days of missing home

Nowadays I miss my own

Alone dancing

You conduct your path

Towards the landscape

You're here and now you're gone

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Alone dancing

Your spinning dress forever

It quite reminds me of

The weather

Whenever

You feel like you should retire

Remember

You're a gentle glass-shoed dancer

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Tick, tack, tick, tack

Spin your dress

Do the pirouette

Alone dancing

The march is at your feet and you're

A spinning dress forever

Spin your dress

Do the pirouette

Alone dancing

The march is at your feet and you're

A spinning dress forever

It's about time

It's about time

It's about time

It's about time

Your spinning dress forever

It's about time

It's about time

It's about time

It's about time

Your spinning dress forever

It's about time

Considerações à se levar diante promessas de final feliz

Dorme jogado ao chão sem cobertor um sonho vivo
Cansou de sustentar-se e agora pede por abrigo
Assim como cansei de creditar ao tempo os erros
Cansei de esperar o trem para um mundo melhor

Na casa de espelhos se refletem todos lados
Sob à corte e o martelo condenam-se aos fardos
Quem dera o mundo fosse leve e eu pudesse carregar
Aquilo que assumi como dever por mero instinto

Eu sei que não é hora
De te cobrar sentido
Mas por favor, eu peço
Não te esqueça meu amigo
Se eu posso me enfrentar
Tu também pode tentar vencer
Aquilo que te amargura e te faz querer dormir

Jogadas ao chão moedas dentro de um chapéu
E aquele que culpa outro dia será réu
Não vale a pena se perder entre confissões e desespero
O teu dilema é único e tu escreve o roteiro

Lá dentro da minha alma se escondem em boeiros
As baratas e as doenças que corrompem o ser inteiro
E fragmentam o ideal em mera expectativa
Isso não nasceu ali, isso é do mundo que se espia

Eu sei que não é hora
De te cobrar sentido
Mas por favor, eu peço
Não te esqueça meu amigo
Se eu posso me enfrentar
Tu também pode tentar vencer
Aquilo que te amargura e te faz querer dormir

Pra sempre

Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Aos céus és réu e o teu papel
É pedir clemência à si mesmo

Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Resista, persista

Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Boa noite, apague as luzes
Ore, prometa ou implore
Isso não nasceu em mim
Isso é do mundo que se espia

Package Management System

It's not a platonic love

It's a broken dependence issue

I mean just see where we're headed

It's right quite the opposite

Which has originally been intended to

At least by me

And my broken shards of glasses

I'll call it vision trick

But it resides in the soul

Ah, when are you solving what you're meant to solve?

Ah, I'm dissolving, acid sulfuric speechless own

I'm a destructor healer, I'll punch you to pieces

Fit them there in my checkboard pattern

So I can check you up,

So I can cheer you up

And make it better when needed

It's not a platonic love

It's a misheaded unintention

I'm calling out for attention

I guess I just assumed you were the guest

Because I've lost the track

I mean just see where we're headed

It's right quite the opposite which has been intended to

I've lost the track

I mean just see where it ended

It's right quite the opposite which has been assumed

To be or not to

Well I guess that I could

Solve what you were supposed to

I could dissolve the problem

Acid sulfuric bubbling solution of my own

I'll call it vision trick

I'll say it doesn't exist

But there it is

And it resides right in the soul

Desconexo

Eu não quero esse delay
Eu só quero o teu amor
Não pretendo me atrasar
Ou mesmo comparecer

Sono
Bocejo
Sonho
Afaga a alma

Diz a Amadeu
Que o que tinha pra dar já deu
Eu pego hoje o trem das onze
E a previsão é não mais voltar

Não vejo graça no céu cinza
Eu vejo cor onde não há
Mas nesse céu não há estrela
Não há rumo, não há mar

Amar é o que me prende
Amar é o que faz ficar

Eu não quero esse delay
Eu só quero o teu amor
Não pretendo me atrasar
Ou mesmo comparecer

Sono
Boceja
Sonho
Afaga a alma


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Diz a Amadeu
Que o que tinha pra dar, já deu
Eu hoje pego o trem das onze
E a previsão é não mais voltar

Não vejo graça no céu cinza
Eu vejo cor onde não há
Mas nesse céu não há estrela
Não há rumo, não há mar

Amar é o que me prende
Amar é o que faz ficar

Eu não quero esse delay
Eu só quero te amar
Amar é o que me prende
Amar é o que faz ficar

Não pretendo me atrasar
Mas não me cobre os salgadinhos
Não é festa, é martírio
Não pretendo comparecer

Eu não quero esse delay
Eu só quero teu amor
Não pretendo me atrasar
Ou mesmo comparecer

Eu não quero desandar
Eu não quero desandar
Eu não quero, desandei
Desanda


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Beware: caution! Miserable

I'm a walking t-shirt

With a danger sign on it

Be careful when approaching

I might carry knives

A pretty face, discase

Dissects a bloody heart cold mess

You're starring into my eyes

I'm just willing to confess

Beware: caution!

I've lost faith in me

And human misery

Taught me all I should know

When making friends and foes

I'm a wreckage, I'm a bomb

I'll beep the world this it's unknown

I've lost faith in me

I'm human miserable

And the sign keeps me close

To the far away from home

A lighthouse keeps it on

Makes it off, takes me gone

Beware: caution!

Human miserable!

A lighthouse keeps it on

Makes it off, takes me gone

A lighthouse keeps it on

Makes it off, takes me gone

A lighthouse keeps it on

Makes it off, takes me gone

A lighthouse keeps it on

Makes it off, takes me gone

It may be dark up here

But I my not touch the light for a while

It may be dark up here

But I may not touch the light for a while

It may be dark up here

But I may not touch the light for a while

It may be dark up here

But I may not touch the light or feel the pain for a while

I'm a grown up decadence, I'm falling apart on my knees,

Please take me home, I've lost faith on me

I'm not human, I got a heart, that would take you to the start

It's not effective thought, you're smart

As much as it is needed to see throught my eyes

As much as it is needed to perceive my insights

But there's a baby just born, such a context conceiver!

Deep Pressure Drowner

A progressive love letter

Without all the pleasure

Blood hits my ears

High pitch, deep pressure

Sounds like motorwaves hitting the plain old-fashioned scaring ways

Sounds like motorwaves hitting the plain old-fashioned scaring ways

Would you dance to it?

A tango disease

Roman-chaotic

A robotic bit beat

Sounds like crashing cars crashing nervous speak of unflattered talk

Sounds like crashing cars crashing nervous speak of unflattered talk

Drowning

A progressive love letter

Without all of the pleasure

Blood quickly hits my ears

A high-pitched, deep pressure

Would you dance to it?

A tango epidemy

Roma's kingdom meets

A robotic tetrabit

Sounds like motorwaves hitting the plain old-fashioned scaring ways

Sounds like crashing cars crashing nervous speak of unflattered talk

Sounds like drowning

Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, I sung, again

There it came, pouring sun!

(Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, the sun, again

Here it comes, the song

Oh, I sung, again

There it came, pouring sun...)

Despedir

Onde está

A sua certeza?
A falta de um momento certo

Constrói a tua tristeza

Agora que

O jantar está à mesa

Olhares ao redor

Denotam a tua frieza

Sentou-te a sós

E pôs-se a rezar

Pelo alimento

E pelos anos de azar

Sentiu-se então

De certo modo esgotado

Não foram em vão

O pedido e o descaso

E disse então:

"Eu vim hoje à me despedir

Não tenho ao que

Zelar longe daqui

Mas eu prefiro

A estaca zero

Do que contar

De um em um o que eu não esmero"

E começou à caminhar

Começou à caminhar

Começou à caminhar

Começou a caminhar

"Eu vou zelar

Longe daqui

Pela paz de todos nós e vós

E filhos

Longe daqui

Não tenho de que e quem me despedir"

E, dito então,

Começou a caminhar

E começou à caminhar

Começou à caminhar

Começou à caminhar

Começou à caminhar
Sem olhar pra trás

Human Halloween Costume

I assumed

A not-at-all good looking human halloween costume

An walked my way past towers of what I didn't consume

To bring you flowers

We should watch them bloom

The sky is not so bright after the pouring sun

The horizon never fails to amaze me with its doom

Now we can reach the moon

Soon

Soon

I'm not a monster

I'm an odd figure

I like your touch

Your structure

And I'll see you soon

Be it soon

I'm sorry I can't still ditch

My not-at-all good looking human halloween costume

To bring you flowers

And watch them bloom

I bet we'll meet again

I bet we'll meet again

I bet we'll meet again

I bet we'll be again

I bet soon

Drop Bomb

The click, non-stop

Like a fainting clock failure

And now that I would drop, the bomb,

I'm blowing it up

Guess better never than later

I'm missing the sound

Of a phone call ringing pressure

I'd recall you name and drop, the bomb

I'm blowing it up

Better tomorrow than never

Re-did my ways

What would I find there, anyway?

In such a situation

The lack of advice is a bless and so is the error

Guess better worse then neither

Mislead the army

Of a feeling party

Now my bedroom's such a mess

And I'm willing to confess it to you

I need you throught

I need you throught

I need you throught

I need your smile

I need it

To dismiss the dropping bomb of my breathing

Juice

Squeeze your quiet voice out
So sweet it tastes like juice
A mixed flavor of strawberry and melon and rotten words

Grab your basket, grab the fruits
We're making juice out of our mind
But we need the sweet so to drink it

I've seen those things passing by
They're discreet, adequate and behaved
But time's not a thing to pass by
It's just rounding you till you're nauseated

Drink your mind

Squeeze your quiet voice out
So sweet it tastes like juice
A mixed flavor of grapes, apple and forgotten feelings of a forbidden world

Grab your basket, grab your mind
We're grabbing this fruits, we're making a pie
But we need to cook it to eat it

I've seen the bees passing by
They're buzzy, honey-sweet and behaved
Honeycomb's not a thing to pass by
Bees are nervous and conglomerating

Fast...

Drink the honey
Drink your mind
Drink your honey-sweet
Drink your thoughts
Drink your rotten words
Drink your mouth
Drink your feelings
Drink a pie

Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie

Forget the old concepts
They're just old and staggered regrets
We've got freedom of thoughts, don't constrain your mind
'Cause constraint is a curse, don't let them go blind

And I've seen time and bees passing by
They're buzzy, apparent, behaved
But those things are not things to pass by
They're so sweet it tastes like juice

Slow...


Drink the honey
Drink your mind
Drink your honey-sweet
Drink your thoughts
Drink your rotten words
Drink your mouth
Drink your feelings
Drink a pie

Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie
Drink-a-pie, oh, drink-a-pie

Weather

I'm such a common sense

Would you grab my hand and dance

To the nowhere?

I smell a single chance

And giving it up

At the first eye glance

I'm not ready for my senses

I'm living down there inside

An old-fashioned romance

Alone dancing, your spinning dress forever

Alone dancing me and my sweater

With the first letter of my name

I miss the winter cold, my home, my mom

Whatever

You'll miss me too anyway

Despite the weather

Be it warm, be it cold

I am your single one

Your ego

Your mirror

Your soul

Your goal

Your ego

Your mirror

Your soul

Your goal

You're sold out, sympathy

You're lacking empathy

Please understand me

Please understand me

You're sold out, sympathy

You're lacking empathy

Please understand me

Please understand me

I miss my home!

I miss my mirror

You're `"Ms. I'm gone"

I'm "Mr. weirdo"

And I miss you home

Craziness doesn't mean a thing anymore

I miss it, oh

It's a empty feeling

For an empty heart!

Emphasize:

Surely an empty heart!

Synthethize:

An empty love wreck!

(Call me home, ayway...)

The Humming Sound

Come along

And share your home

Sit down and still

Still miss those good old days

Sing a song

But we must obay

We're not allowed

To hum, to run and play

We're not alone

We got it all

We are the failure

Raising a child

Come on give me your headache

Come on give me your stress, your kids, your wife

Come on give me your heartbreak

Let me own it

Can't accept

Can't deny

We just deep buried

Revolution inside

Wearing comfort

In skinny jeans

Sleepy, sleepy dreams

It's wake up time

Morning comes

And the sun rises

We're still the failure

Bringing up a child

Come on give me your headache

Come on give me your stress, your kids, your wife

Come on give me your heartbreak

Let me own it

I'm a traitor

Of my own savior

I'm a traitor

Help me God

And I'm a traitor

Of my own savior

And I'm a traitor

Help me God

And I'm a failure

On my way home

To keep the bed warm and tidy

To the unknown

And I'm a sin

And I'm a song

A buried deep

Humming sound

Come on give me your

Come on give me your

Come on give me your

Come on give me your headache

Telha

Estou aqui para buscar poemas rascunhados,

versos incompletos e acho até mesmo que repletos

 de não sei, quem sabe um dia, talvez,

se me der na telha

Estou aqui para dizer que tenho com quem contar

de um a três e então parar pra respirar

para que chegue a calma, e até mesmo relaxar,

se me vier à telha

Nem tô aí, eu tô aqui

só pra marcar presença

e vingar o meu nome na lista VIP

de um dois três corações

Ai quem me dera,

eu tô aqui só pra aprender como mentir ou como sonha,

e se a cegonha me embalar e me entregar a ti,

será que vale a pena?

Não é nem que faça falta ser criança, eu só quero a lambança

de chocolate, dentes de cárie e te ajudar a fazer trança

Não é nem que eu sinta saudades, nostalgia, agonia de um dia que ficou só de passagem,

eu só queria chutar aquela bola e não dar na telha

Hey, você, eu tô aqui pra te dizer

que pode ser, se tu quiser já pode vir,

a minha casa é uma bagunça mas juntinho a gente arruma

se é que nos dê na telha

E já que entramos ambos nessa roda

Agora é moda trocar passos com o que mora no passado

Eu tô meio retrô, meio chiquê, meio ligado

Ou o que me der na telha

Não é nem que faça falta ser criança, eu só quero a lambança

de chocolate, dentes de cárie e te ajudar a fazer trança

Não é nem que eu sinta saudades, nostalgia, agonia de um dia que ficou só de passagem,

eu só queria chutar aquela bola e não dar na janela

Pra então subir e dar de coco na telha

Resistência, Desistência

Diz acordar

Mas fecha os olhos pro que vê

Não há porquê de levantar

Diz acordar

Mas fecha os olhos pro que vê

Não há porquê de levantar

E se diz capaz

De erguer o rosto e enfrentar a vida

Bebe teu café sem pressa

Pois temos tempo à perder

Já que não se sabe do amanhã

Não se sabe o que será

Bebe teu café sem pressa

Pois temos tempo à perder

Já que não se sabe do amanhã

Não se sabe o que será

E se diz cansada

De erguer o rosto e esperar a vida

Vai demorar

Vai demorar

Não creia

Não creia

Não creia

Não creia

A persistência por tempos prolongados leva a desistência

Estamos nas mãos da conveniência, nosso corpo luta e sofre sob a resistência

Resistência

Desistência

Resistência

Desistência

Persistência

Inconveniência

Entre prazos apertados

Advertência

Entre braços apertados

Incoerência

E o amor

Diz acordar

Mas fecho os olhos pro que vejo

Não há porquê de me entregar

E me diz capaz

De erguer o rosto e encarar

E se diz cansado

De erguer meu rosto e tentar

Vai demorar

Vai demorar

Não creio

Não creio

Não creia, amor

Não creia

A persistência por tempos prolongados leva a desistência

Estamos nas mãos da conveniência, nosso corpo luta e sofre sob a resistência

Resistência

Desistência

Resistência

Desistência

Conceiving Context

Don't hold your hopes up kid, we're coming up

Wave your white flag, 'cause we're coming for war

Don't you dare to rise your fist

You're a baby just born and context conveiver

We used to be empty hands and closed mind

But then you gave us our sight and took our free time

Now we're not blind

We can see it with our eyes

It's worthwhile to fight

A pardon to society, a penny for misery

A disgrace, a waste, a curse and a guilty

Not a pleasure anyway

Might I invite you to stay?

Not sure if you would want to

You took the blame
And it's such a shame

'Cause end of the day

We were just the wrong way

You've proven yourself

An honorable man

But we've got the excuse

We were conceiving contexts

So take your bag, take your clothes

Run to the anywhere unknown

Run away, get away

What matters is you're safe

It may be dark down there

But you may not touch the light for a while

It may be dark down there

But you may not touch the light for a while

It may be dark down there

But you may not touch the light for a while

It may be dark down there

But you may not touch the light or feel the heat for a while

You're a baby just born and context conceiver

Fitt's law

Shape, shape, modify shape

We're all squared into a box

We're the volume of the faux

Round, round, 'til the world goes down

Crowd in the town

The victim of Fitt's Law

Fitt's Law,

Aim and Shot

Fitt's Law,

Aim and Shot

It's not bad design

Just a bad decision

'Cause we won't recognize it

As we're addicted to precision

It's not bad design,

Just a bad decision

'Cause we won't take the cause

We've got chores at our house

Fitt's Law,

Aim and Shot

Fitt's Law

Aim and Shot

Traveller

Stand by my beliefs

But my feet won't stay on the ground

Both them want to rule the streets

And my head scramble things all aroung

[Chorus]

Why do I have to walk this world without a flashlight on?

Why should I take this road down just by my own?

Glasses aren't glasses without lenses

And this makes me wonder

Living is not living without struggling

And this keeps me thinking of

[Chorus]

Home ain't a home without peace which is not peace without hope

Home's in my back, I stand by my two feet

And while I rule the streets

My head is scrambling things all around

[Instrumental break]

A loop aint' a loop without a loop, do, do... (x4)

"Why don't you walk this world with your flashlight on?"

"I should take this road down just by my own"

Winner Ticket

You may not want it

If you can get it for free

You may not need it

At least you're paying me

Consumerism is breaking free

With a price tag hammer

Are you taxing me for playing with your thoughts?

I'm just paying for your boughts

(Russian roulette, take your shots! Vegas, baby, run the slots!)

I don't care how much you care

I don't care if it's not fair

We got the power, you just stare

Lend me your money and you'll be there

Gaussian

Blur the window 'cause the world outside

Is not so worth dreaming of

Stuck with troublesome thoughts

Snoozing beauty, what are you snoozing of?

When you planed to walk this world alone

You shouldn't have choosen to carry on

With all those bags

And gaps and traps inside you

I would fill the bottle of your heart with my own blood

Would you feel the bottom of your neck itching and screaming "I love you"?

And I miss the sound of your breath

Do you miss sleeping on my chest?

Blur my eyes 'cause the world here inside

Is so much worth dreaming of