My freaking live life show

I
Am all fucked up
But no one takes notice
Or know what to do

Maybe
I should be more obvious
I should be more plain
I should paint me blue

But I'm all rainbow outside
And dark matter otherwise
How hard can it be
To reach the pot of gold?
Or maybe a dark hole?

Should I be rain?
Could you be the sun ray?
Could you make me all colors
All over my blue?

Cause as a sad song gets its listeners
I should get other tones to my tunes
Could I be the audience
Of my fucking live life show?
My fucking live life show!
A show of my own!
My freaking own show!

I'm all rainbow outside
And dark matter otherwise

How hard can it be
To reach for the moon
To jump in a spoon
And fall for the happy cereal?

Maybe it ain't gold
But at least it's silver
A second place's enough
Coming from the last one
In the crowd
For my
Freaking own live life show!

My freaking live life show!